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ANTM update…..

I wish I was a man so I could just ask a male coworker if he was “going to finish that?” Cuz If I ask now they would snicker and think very weirdly of me. Also I think I have crossed my Taco Bell eating threshold! I don’t think i can anymore taco bell atleast for a while!!!

On to ANTM

Overall pretty entertaining episode, the girls learned to walk down stairs and walk with accessories and then they had a walkoff at Kmart with various props and then the winner and friends ( Becky, Naima, Sara, Kahlen ,Lluvy and Noelle) go to meet a famous shoe designer and get to pick out a pair of shoe each while the other girls have to “service them”. Their photo shoot is one for 1800 flowers where the girls pose with 10 dogs, flowers and a male model in the background. At the judging they sashay in a burlap sack, Becky faints and Sarah gets eliminated. Some of the girls also find out that Michelle is bi-sexual.

Naima: She looks like a rock star! She was second in the walk off and the judges liked her pic. But she might get eliminated later on cuz Nigel mentioned she might not be everyone’s cup of tea. But she looked awesome especially in the walk off

Kahlen: I still think she is funny and goofy, although her pic wasn’t that great

Brittany: I still think she has an awesome personality. Was in the bottom two this episode but she might bounce back! She is down on my list cuz she looked really weird during elimination. I thought it was funny that Janice Dickinson was annoyed at all the comparisions between the two.

Brandy: I still have issues with Brandy’s personality but her cheek bones are so cool! She looks like she could be a really awesome model like Iman or Naomi Campbell

Keenyah: I liked her photo a lot, as did the judges. She seems nice and funny but it seems like she did well on a fluke and got lucky so her reign maybe short lived.

Christina: I did not like her pic at all, it looks like the flowers are tail. But she seems nice and didn’t get any negative airtime so I think she will be around for a while

Lluvy: She seems cute. I liked the pic. Hard to tell !

Tatiana: Looks like a model from vogue. Hardly got any airtime. Seems really young and giggly

Tiffany: i still don’t think she will be a good model. But her pic was good and I think she will create more drama, so they will keep her around for a while.

Becky: She is really self confident , slightly bitchy and has a weird disease…yup she will be around for a while. Her photo was okay

Noelle: She could be another pretty girl who works at the gap! I couldn’t find anything that made her stand out.

Michelle: She let out that she was bi- surprise. Really I don’t understand why teh have her on the show. I don’t think the blonde thing really works for her. Her photo was striking, but she is still at the bottom of my list.

Sarah: Eliminated. If it had been her against another girl, I would have rooted for her, but since it was down to her and Brittany, she had to go! Seemed kinda dumb.

Thursday

1 bowl cheerios
1 chalupa
1 chicken quesadilla
1/2 frozen cheese pizza
two vodka and juice drinks

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Dizzy

Still Sick …Spent last night in bed starting at 7pm . Blew meeting. Hate life. At work, even thought i feel super crappy. Will probably go to bed at 7 pm again. Appetite completely destroyed,but have snacked a little and J made me eat a full breakfast….bleh

Wednesday

2 slices bread
1/2 banana
small strawberry muffin
1 taco supreme
1/2 nachos supreme
1 beef and potato burrito

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In between

So I am sick….blah …..it sucks. I went home feeling really feverish and spent the rest of the time in bed. I would have taken today off except for the fact that I have a meeting and I really can’t take any time off if I want to go to Africa…

Doped up on Day Quill….. making me woozy. Whooooooooooooooooo

While driving to work today I realized, I couldn’t remember all the words to the Indian National Anthem and National Pledge, and I didn’t know all the words to Star Spangled Banner and the Pledge ofAllegiegance. What does that say about me.

Ogle worthy and cheap clothes at Forever 21. Too sick to pick my faves…maybe tomorrow

Tuesday
Tomato Juice
Green Tea
subway sandwich
1.5 cookie

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Lazy Ass!!!!!

Aaaaaah!!!! Rainy Monday mornings, can it get worse??? I am sure it can….but I’d rather not find out about it!

Did absolutely nothing this weekend!!! I mean absolutely nothing! J and I were total hermits and did not socialize with anyone!!! It was a nice break from drunken blurry weekends of the past couple of weeks. It was nice to actually be up while it was still day time and not be at work! Gasp!!!

Friday night J and I just hung around the house drinking and chatting. Infact we chatted it up from 6:00 till 1:00 in the morning. A feat we haven’t accomplished since our early dating days.

Saturday we took layla to the vet and went to Bob Evans for Brunch. Its not quite like IHOP , more like Village Inn. Anway service was sucky but food was decent. After lunch we hung around home depot and petsmart waiting for Dude to call us back till we could head out to Chapel Hill and make some necessary transactions.

Saturday afternoon we went to the gym and blockbuster to pick up some movies and then just hung around the house eating Taco Bell and drinking Vodka. To make drinks to though we went a little nuts on the juice. We now have cranberry, pineapple, vegetable/tomato, and orange. WE are a juice guzzling family.

Sunday, J woke up feeling super sick and was basically a baby all day! He even referred to himself as “being a weiner” and he was dead on. Anyway his being sick meant that we couldn’t go watch the Aviator. So I watched Swades and took Layla out for a walk and I took a quick run and the rest of the day was spent lazing in front of the TV. KD and I played phone tag all weekend so I haven’t talked to her once and I feel bad, so I’m going to definitely tonight!

I did finally go to Gugulpf bakery by our house and that pace is amazing. Their macaroons and cream puff was so so good that I nearly melted! Must go there more!

Saturday
Homestead Breakfast- sausage, gravy, biscuits, eggs, and home fries
sweet tea
1 vodka cranberry
1 spicy chicken burrito
1 spicy chicken taco
1 twizzler

Sunday
1 spinach and feta cheese croissant
1 huge slice bread with cheese and herbs ( had a fancy name but I can’t remember it)
1.5 macaroons
1/2 cream puff
3 wendys chicken strips w/ a whole container of ranch
fries

Monday
1 McDonalds Sausage Egg McMuffin
1 hash brown
oj
1 frescata turkey pesto sandwich from Wendys
1 Ceasar side salad w/ dressing
1 mint
1 bowl hot and sour soup
lot of chicken chowmein
lot of fried rice
There is a reason I am not losing any weight!!! Grrrr….

No major acquisitions!

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Glam…Sham

Yaaaay! J and I didn’t fight last night, even though it was a thursday and he was being bitchy. I just mostly ignored his bitchiness….Ha! I went to the gym and only did 35 mins of Cardio. God I hope I see some results soon. While on the elliptical machine, I get such great ideas for Blog entries but then in the mornings when I update my blog, I can’t remember those ideas.

So happy its friday, although I have nothing planned out for the weekend, hopefully it will be nce and relaxing! Today is my day off from the gym and I can eat out for lunch….maybe i’ll try jasons deli.

My acquisition quest for this weekend is a pair of glam movie star sunglasses and some cool Thank You note cards

So far I’ve found these spring ones at swoozies and these yummy ones at Fred Flare…the hippest shop around. As far as glam movie star sunglasses, I can’t really shop sunglasses without trying them on. It’s amazing how many designer knock offs are available on the internet, but i don’t want to buy a pair that would make look like a fake instead of…sligtly intriguing..n a mean?

Friday

1 peanut butter and Jelly sandwich
Thai Green Curry
2 servings Rice
1 slice bread
Turkey Slices
Chips
3.5 Rolling Rocks

Life

America’s Next Top Model Update…The Saga begins

Last night went to the weekly kickboxing class with coworker. Good workout but not the greatest since I was about ten minutes late and we only walked around the track after the class instead of our usual running!

Also…the reception is starting to look more promising….yaaaaay!

Anyway to more important things like…ANTM update. Good show overall, but I thought the fake little “scare” before they saw their loft was lame! But, I think basing this season in LA will be really cool; will add more west coast flair to the proceedings.

Model Eliminated: Brita, I am actually a little surprised by this, cuz she looks really hot and “model like” but she weighed in at 158 and was a good 20-25 lbs heavier than the other girls. I thought that was a little sad, considering she did have the most “normal body” as in most girls would relate to her body and body issues better than they would a plus size model or a model who is a size 2 trying to be a size 00. I mean she is what most girls look like…not fat or skinny.

What is really funny about all of this is right before the show they were advertising an open casting call for ANTM where they said girls with all body types should apply , the only requirements were that they should be at least 5’7 and between 18-27 years old. This is total bullshit because they basically eliminated Amanda last season cuz she was “too old” and she was only 25 and Brita was 25 as well and came under the umbrella of “all body types”.

I know this is a shallow show about pretty girls pretending like they have it so hard, and honestly I love this show because it is “low brow” entertainment in the middle of the week and provides me an escape into imagining a glamour filled world. My main issue is everyone who watches this show knows its shallow and its about skinny, young and hot girls, so why pretend its about beauty on the “inside”

It seems to me that Tyra Banks likes to bring a couple of “different” girls like Brita, and Toccara to basically humiliate them on the show and she thinks it makes her look accepting and beautiful on the “inside”. Honestly Tyra, the show is a lot more fun when you don’t try to incorporate the fake moral message about acceptance and trying to set an example …blah blah blah

Other Models: In order of most fave to least fave

Brittany: She is my favorite, she is funny and weird and looks super hot. I think they will keep her around because of her personality and charisma

Kahlen: I liked her, cuz she seemed silly and goofy. She took good pics but the judges thought she looked drab in person. I agree since her hair was a total mess

Naima: She is so exotic looking, one of my faves. I couldn’t tell too much difference before and after the makeover, like Brittany she seems bad ass!

Tatiana: She looks like a traditional model too and the photographer really liked her. She has gotten only positive airtime, so she will probably be around for a while

Sarah: She seemed kinda sporty and tom boyish, I liked her hair cut too.

Noelle: I thought she looked awesome with her new blowout but she went back to her cocktail waitress look, which doesn’t really do a lot for her, but she seems cool overall

Christina: The photographer liked her, and said she took good pics. Not a lot of air time

Keenyah: I think she didn’t mean to be a bitch, but she came off sounding bitchy and people were getting sick of brandy and didn’t want to deal with one more whiner. Don’t think she is too pretty but okay.

Brandy: So bitchy, but once they got rid of the weird hair you could tell she has awesome bone structure. Also she creates drama, so I think she will be around for a while. Reminds me of a whinier Eva

Tiffany: I think she has a cool story and a cool personality but I am not sure she is that good looking or will be a really good model and that’s what they kept talking about on the show too .

Rebecca: She is a self proclaimed bitch, but seems nice enough so far and she is pretty

Lluvy: I don’t think she is too pretty, judges didn’t like her too much either

Michelle: I don’t really understand why she is even on the show. I think they are trying to make a new Shandy but I don’t think its going to happen.

Wow that was a long one…phew…

Thursday

1 slice multigrain bread
½ cinnamon and banana sweet bread/cake
1 huge cup Campfire Mocha ( w/ marshmallows and cream and whole milk)
1 lite yoghurt
other 1/2 cinammon and bananna sweet bread/cake
1/2 filet catfish(ots o butter)
huge salad w/ mozarrella
garlic bread
2 thin deli slices turkey
handful of chips
1/2 pull and peel cherry twizzler

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Doggy Thrills

So I notices a weird behavior of the laylzzz this morning. When I take her out in the morning and she is done strectching and sniffing and doing all the other doggie business and she sees a big truck or car on Anderson, she gets as close to the fence as she can and then when it gets near, she freaks out and runs away…and then she does it again. So my best guess is that its probably an equivalent to a doggie roller coaster or scary movie, cuz her adrenaline goes up and she gets all wiggly and happy and wants more….Silly puppy.

She is such a manipulative dog though but I think we have made her like that, because I always feel guilty if I am mad at her or we don’t give her something so now she is more needy than ever. Its the same with J too, she has him wrapped around her little paws and I swear she is on ugly puppy!

Wednesday

1 bowl cheerios w/ bananas
1 can campbells chunky chicken and veggie soup
1/4 cup fruit cocktail lite
1/3 baguette w/ butter
Spring Salad with no toppings but too much poppy seed dressing
5 slices thin deli turkey
1 twizzler pull and peel ( cherry)

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Blah

Went to the gym
Cleaned house
Took the dog on a walk

Welcome to my life

I can’t believe people can’t donate 50 freaking flowers for cancer survivors. It frustrates me sometimes to see how selfish people really are. I guess,I am guilty of being selfish too…aaagghhh, can’t write about this now…too upset

Stressed out …don’t have time for anything interesting

Tuesday
1 bowl sugary cereal
leftover chicken and mashed potatoes
1 yoghurt
Pasta, Chicken, brocolli in cheese sauce
1/4 baguette w/ butter
1 orange

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Unmaterialistic Consumption

Saturday

1 slice pizza
4 breadsticks
tons of garlic and cheese sauce
2.5 wendys chicken strips
fries (bad girl)

Sunday

1 italian sub ( with mayo and olive oil)
1 corona
1.5 glasses of Chardonnay
1 cheese enchilada
1 chicken taco
chips and salsa.

Monday
1 sausage biscuit
1 hash brown
1 coffee
1 yoghurt
1 can Pineapple
3/4 chicken breast
1/2 cup mashed potatoes

It wasn’t a healthy food weekend and I only worked out on sunday. I can only spend so many hours at the gym!

Friday night we went out to Satisfactions with the green street house people and then went back to their house and smoked the hookah some more, till J decided to get super drunk and stupid philosophical. Actually he didn’t start out stupid, he asked interesting question about time and space and the futility of science( ideas from his Godel Escher and Bach, which i really want to read, but seems like a huge commitment), but he was drunk and really sloppy and people still tried to run with it and form their own ideas and theories, while answering his questions. But he had to ruin it cuz he was so drunk that he wouldn’t let anyone else talk and kept repeating the same thing over and over again. I have definitely had better times at that house!
Anyway we got home at 5 and since he was drunk, he went on a self pity tirade which included some not so nice comments to me but i was drunk too , so we just fell asleep and didn’t wake up till 3:00 pm saturday afternoon and that just killed all plans for the rest of the day!

We didn’t do a whole on saturday other than watch Stepford Wives (new one with Nicole Kidman) it was better than I thought, maybe because I had zero expectations from it. Sunday we went to the gym and watched the UNC -Duke Basketball game with some friends,and the rest of the evening was fine.

J and I are both really insecure people and I think that is what makes our relationship rocky at times, I try to be supportive about his “smartness” insecurites and he tries to be supportive( doesn’t do such a hot job) with my body issues but we both fall short. But for right now i think we’ve patched up and are coasting along. It hit me this morning that I have been with the same person for more than 2 years and its crazy we’ve managed to hold it together for so long, since it really shouldn’t have lasted.Wow!!!!

No new acquisitions for this weekend other than a new respect and understanding of my relationship! Also i might go to Africa in Aug ( 85% sure) Hell yeah!!!