Unmaterialistic Consumption

Saturday

1 slice pizza
4 breadsticks
tons of garlic and cheese sauce
2.5 wendys chicken strips
fries (bad girl)

Sunday

1 italian sub ( with mayo and olive oil)
1 corona
1.5 glasses of Chardonnay
1 cheese enchilada
1 chicken taco
chips and salsa.

Monday
1 sausage biscuit
1 hash brown
1 coffee
1 yoghurt
1 can Pineapple
3/4 chicken breast
1/2 cup mashed potatoes

It wasn’t a healthy food weekend and I only worked out on sunday. I can only spend so many hours at the gym!

Friday night we went out to Satisfactions with the green street house people and then went back to their house and smoked the hookah some more, till J decided to get super drunk and stupid philosophical. Actually he didn’t start out stupid, he asked interesting question about time and space and the futility of science( ideas from his Godel Escher and Bach, which i really want to read, but seems like a huge commitment), but he was drunk and really sloppy and people still tried to run with it and form their own ideas and theories, while answering his questions. But he had to ruin it cuz he was so drunk that he wouldn’t let anyone else talk and kept repeating the same thing over and over again. I have definitely had better times at that house!
Anyway we got home at 5 and since he was drunk, he went on a self pity tirade which included some not so nice comments to me but i was drunk too , so we just fell asleep and didn’t wake up till 3:00 pm saturday afternoon and that just killed all plans for the rest of the day!

We didn’t do a whole on saturday other than watch Stepford Wives (new one with Nicole Kidman) it was better than I thought, maybe because I had zero expectations from it. Sunday we went to the gym and watched the UNC -Duke Basketball game with some friends,and the rest of the evening was fine.

J and I are both really insecure people and I think that is what makes our relationship rocky at times, I try to be supportive about his “smartness” insecurites and he tries to be supportive( doesn’t do such a hot job) with my body issues but we both fall short. But for right now i think we’ve patched up and are coasting along. It hit me this morning that I have been with the same person for more than 2 years and its crazy we’ve managed to hold it together for so long, since it really shouldn’t have lasted.Wow!!!!

No new acquisitions for this weekend other than a new respect and understanding of my relationship! Also i might go to Africa in Aug ( 85% sure) Hell yeah!!!