Author: nainadg

Today, just for a split second , I felt like I see Bush’s POV and maybe he is right in his bible thumping good vs evil analogy and that scares me. Reading about the london bombings today made me feel sick to my stomach. Why should all these innocent people die unnecessarily? What have they done thats wrong. Overall its just a bunch of normal people trying to go to work and live their lives to the best of their ability , only to be pawns in a ideological war that they don’t understand. Its hard to be objective, when you feel like you are trying to do the right thing i.e not supporting an evil, imperialist govt, but your life and your loved one’s lives maybe in danger anytime. In a weird way, this is more depressing to me than Sep 11 on some levels. 9/11 was horrifying and shocking, London is just making me weary. When will this stop. Is this the world we have inherited and we the one we will pass on. I can only focus on pessimism and death today, but sometimes it seems like thats the only thing thats real.

Maybe NG should have read “He’s not that into you” Not that I think that book is relevant , but maybe she could have picked something up from it.

I feel bad for NG, but at the same time, its the same stuff I feel for J, I am not anyone’s mother, I can’t “do” things for them.

Will feel like a bitch all night and haven’t even done anything wrong.

Happy Birthday to my Grandpa

Well okay, so i’ve decided to end my little hiatus and update more than once a week agian. Things that have changed since I’ve been gone- Add a pic! I absolutely love it, I haven’t tried it yet, but I know I’ll love it.
From now, I have two set topics a week to write about….
Mon: Top 10’s
Thu: Weight loss goals/ check in
Which gives me enough structure and flexibility.

Or glimpses into my geeky childhood…..

1) Barbie : Cliched, I know, but I loved my Tropical Barbie, sweetheart barbie and great date Ken. Their’s was an eternal love triangle , with great clothes. No other drama will ever come close.
2) Legos: Bright colors and stackable, nothing makes a kid happier
3) Doctor: Technically not a toy, but I did have a fake stethescope(sp?) and some other medical type stuff and I don’t know anyone who hasn’t played doctor.
4) Memory Game : It was this matching cards, board game I had and I kicked ass at it.
5) Kitchen Sets: The reason I can sorta cook now. My full set of dishes were pale green plastic, Martha Stewart would have been proud. My pots and pans and stove , etc were nicer than the ones I own now 🙂
6) Books : Books were great to play shop with, I would arrange and rearrange them to play Book store, and library and teacher. I think I mostly just like organizing them by Category, height, alphabetical etc.
7) Badminton Set:This was for when I was a little bit older and I would get to play with the older kids, I sucked, but my badminton set rocked. That is also how I found out that a cock does not mean a rooster
8) Mr. Bunny: My favorite toy from when I was a baby. It was big and brown, with big fake bulging glass eyes and little overalls and big floppy ears. He was a sweetie, but in the Barbie games, he was always Sweetheart Barbie’s Dad or Boss
9) Mini Tent : It was a pop up and I could set it up wherever I wanted and make a little house for myself.
10) Mud/Dirt: It makes you dirty, pisses your mom off and is ver versatile, can be dinner, can be weapons, can be whatever you want it to be.

1) People who are needy! I don’t have time to babysit people anymore, especially if they are my age or older. Get a hobby, keep a journal, whatever…but stop expecting me to be on the phone 5 times a day for 30 mins each. Those days are gone

2) Immaturity. I just can’t deal with this anymore. People need to grow up and learn to draw the line between acceptable and non -acceptable behavior by themselves. It is not funny to create drama, or awkward situtations, or call people out and get involved in other people’s lives simply because you can.

3) Bossy People. I don’t need anyone other than my close friends and family to give me unsolicited advice, I know what I am doing with my time, money, interests etc. I am not going to buy a microwave, not hang out with my b.f or stop going to the gym simply because someone says so. It was never acceptable to tell other people how to live their lives and its still not acceptable

4) People who have very private conversations in very public places. I do not need to know the details of people’s personal lives, while i’m working, or trying to get something done

5) People who speed in the middle of a storm. I don’t care if they want to die , but I would really like to be around for a while

6) Girls who cannot be friends with other girls. They are really strange and weird creatures in my opinion. I am so sick of girls saying things like, I get along better with boys and girls are so bitchy, etc. Well sweety, you are a girl too and i guess that makes you a bitch too.

7) People who completely morph once they are in a relationship and this is true of guys and girls. I have seen too many people completely change their personality once they are in a relationship, where they no longer have their own opinions

8) People who are uptight. Laugh a little, Yeah you are an Emergency Room Doctor, but if you are getting coffee with a bunch of mere mortals like us, you can try to have a good time like the rest of us

9) People who are overly sensitive. Lets just grow up and not cry/bitch/whine/moan about everything that does not go our way shall we? There is no need to stop talking or have a big heart to heart about something that was said in jest.

10) People who need to be the center of attention all the time. If I hang out with you, I already know, how funny/smart/cool/wonderful/great you are, you don’t need to prove it constantly. I get it already!

Love my b.f He is being good!

Running in a 5k tomorrow morning. Hopefully it will be fun!

I am super bored at work today! There is nothing to do really and I’m not feeling motivated enough to find something to do! I’ll get back on the wagon monday, I’d say tomorrow, but I know it won’t happen cuz its friday! Oh well!!! Life goes on

Will do Race for the Cure on saturday, Will get me off my lazy butt and force me to do some exercise.

Want to drink wine tonight. Good Wine. Will look into it

Broke as usual! Whats new