Right Now!

Something weird is happening to me, I’m sure this happens to every sane woman, where she goes completely bonkers, but I really thought all that was just a cliche and it would never happen to me! I have never really been a baby person. I actually don’t even know that many kids!  I am an only child and youngest out of all close cousins in my extended family.  My neice and nephews are all far away, so I only see them once every few years and really its super easy being a cool aunt! But I wasn’t anti-kids either, I knew that someday I wanted to have a child, just because well…thats what you do have a child, be a mom, usual stuff. But I definitely did not expect to be hit with the maternal urge this hard! I swear to God, this week I’ve felt like a walking cliche, everytime I walk by a kid, my hormones go into overdrive and start screaming in my year, that “I must have a little, tiny creature that cries and poops a lot now!, I mean RIGHT NOW.” Its quite ridiculous!

How do I deal with this? I’m not at all sure, I’m ready to have kids yet, maybe in a year or two but I how do I make my body shut up?????

If I figure it out I’ll keep ya posted! Till then, I’m off looking at baby clothes or something completely irrational like that!