God, it is so hard to focus on school this semester. There’s just something about the summer that makes me want to slack of really bad, which is exactly what I have been doing the past few days. However,I was overwhelmed by feelings of motivation this morning,( I think it was brought on by caffeine) so I am going to focus this week and do really well!
Things are going swell with me and J momentarily, but these things are transient. Lately I have been having lots of dreams about being a mom, something i cannot handle right now.
Summer is in full swing in NC, its humig, muggy and hot, but I’m getting used to it. Driving home after class and seeing the magnolia trees in bloom, made me smile. Something that would not have happened last year. I am so afraid that just as I finally feel like I’m getting settled, it might be time to move.
p.s the job is being a pain in the ass, must start looking for better employment, before situatins become dire.